My Life Thus Far

Not much has happend in the years i have been alive. I live a somewhat normal life in a town that I have only dreamed about leaving. Friends have come and go, as do all things in a persons life. My Father's mother passed away in 98 and my Mother's Mom passed in 2001. I didn't take it to hard, i wasn't too close to them but my brother Tony was. After my Grandmother passed in 2001 my brother's life went down hill, and mine with it. It wasn't as bad as it seems. He started to do drugs and treat me like dirt. It was like that for a good 3 years, till he met his boyfriend. I am not ashamed to have a gay brother, I actually think "True Love" has no age or gender, just the law. Since he's been with his boyfriend, Jason, he has been more nice and caring. He still treats me like trash though and I try to remember that it is sign not to follow his foot steps. Recently a friend came to live with me. I try to do the best I can to help my friends out. The thing with this friend is he seems to be going in the same direction as my Brother did. Matthew, my friend, lost both his parents, and I don't know exactly when he started but is now doing drugs. He left to go visit his friends in his old town for a month, never returned. It has been 4 months since then and I haven't given up on him. He has no way, other than his sister's cell phone, to call me. So I try my best to catch his sister away from work so I might be able to get a hold of him. It hard dealing with things that you can't really control. I hope that he comes back, he is my best friend and I want to help him. This is about all that has gone on in my life, other than somethings I don't want to put. Compared to some people this is nothing. It is probably a walk in the park to most people in the world. For me, it is hard, and I hope it gets better. Most my blogs after this might be about World of Warcraft of movies I saw. Not much of a life right now, but soon that will change.